It just a normal birthday for me..

Today is my 21st birthday eve.. 

I should be very excited & happy..

But why I can't feels the happiness??

Is it because the last month issue??

Is it because he is not with me??

Is it because of the Saturday night??

Is it because family never celebrate with me??

Or 

Is it because of jobless??

I DUNNO KNOW~~

Or maybe all and above are the reasons...

hehehehe..

People says that 21st birthday is important..

VERY VERY IMPORTANT..

but to me..

It is just a normal birthday~ 

Nothing special at all... 

hmmmm